mostly, i feel like i am in familiar territory that has been rendered strange. and mostly, i just miss you.
i keep returning to the lifetime I wanted to share with you, only to look up and see all of the places where you aren’t.
the hardest parts of the day are those heart-shuddering moments when i remember one more reason why i love you.
‘what did i do’? goes to war with ‘how could you do this to me’? and it’s colder outside now than it was a week ago. colder inside too.
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(via fuckyeahindieboys)
the only solace there is in you being gone is the fact that I don’t have to worry about you leaving me anymore.
“i am a pharmacist
prescriptions i will fill you
potions, pills and medicines
to ease your painful lives
i am a lost soul
i shoot myself with rock & roll
the hole i dig is bottomless
but nothing else can set me free”
— ‘I am a Scientist’ - Guided By Voices
‘struth
I’m reblogging myself